+++++Monday, Jun. 26, 2006

this is me, then...

1.Last place you've been to?
Pidi

2. You are:
satisfied with the way i am and wishing to be better.

3. They say you are:
emo. aku mmg emo siak.

4. Yesterday:
kuar poye2 ngan member2 sekepale yg sgt best belake. huhu~ luv u guys. kowang memang the only person on earth yg bole buat aku tak behave dan menjadi aku apa adanya. haha~

5. Last person who texted you?
huda. tanx sis. luvcha.

6. Last person you called?
abah.

7. Last name in your received calls?
paksu joe.

8. How old are you?
20 sumting.

9. What music is playing?
no music's playin

10. Last drink you had?
jus kurma madu. buatan sindri.

11. Last thing you bought for yourself:
a purple goggle. hehe~

12. You want to:
be better. be more focus. achieve what i want.

13. You really like:
to eat a lot.

14. You have a crush on:
orange crush? haha~ :P

15. You really hate:
liars.

16. Who is the last person you talked to online?
my fren i***m. talked abt torrent n stuff.

HAVE YOU EVER -
1. Got wasted?
yupp..few times.

2. Ran away?
yeah. from the things that i dont have to be bothered but i keep on thinking abt it.

4. Had ur heart broken?
yes. few times.

5. Cried when someone died?
hell yeah

6. Broken a bone?
fractured my left wrist.

7. Cried in school?
yes. over the adik agkt n kakak agkt thg. estupido kiddo back then.

WHO'S -
1. Your good luck charm?
famly n frens. supported me alot.

2. Person u hate most?
*george w* bush* n his allies for making up the 9/11. citt. sial ko bush. ko mampos lg bagos.

3. Makes u laugh d most?
afdlin shauki and din beramboi in ahlong bukit beruntung clip. they never fail to make me loose my sanity! haha~

4. Makes u smile?
when they smile at me and thinking that they care for me much.

5. Has a crush on u?
dunno beb. ade ke org nak crush kat gwa? cam takde je. haha~

SO -
1. Do you get jealous easily?
healthy jealous.

2. What have u been doing these past few days?
working and berpoya-poya-ing.

3. What are you thinking about now?
my FYP. have to find some journals on the title that my groupmates and i will be working on.

4. What did you do last night?
sleep late. borak with my peoples. enjoy2. makan2.

5. What did you last say to a friend last night?
ngantuk ar. tak tahan da weh. (tak larat tahan mata nk tgk bola kol 3 pagi tuh )

6. When will you get married?
years from now.

7. When did u last receive a gift?
everyday. a gift from Him for making me awake on every morning to continue the journey of my life.

8. When did you last drink alcoholic beverages?
i strictly do not drink.

9. What was your greatest bet ever made?
i dont bet using money. but alwez say like: " aku bet la..leh kerat kuku jari ar, die bla bla bla.. "

10. Is it all fair in life?
life is fair n square. nowadays He pays cash on delivery babes.

11. Most romantic words?
if i dont care for u, i dont know what in the world i shud do.
pfft. wasted je.

12. Would you give up your career for love?
yes. for the love of my famly in the future.

+++++Thursday, Jun. 22, 2006

haih.
bapak aku tak jadik operation plak.
harini die balik.
esok aku ke tempat kerja balik.
lusa aku nak kene pi jumpe potential supervisor. nak tanye sal FYP.

escapism lagi nampaknya.
huhu~

tapi takmo la balik malam2 cam arituh.
penat lah.
nanti takleh bangun pi kerja plak.

+++++Wednesday, Jun. 21, 2006

im typing this from home.
finally, my house have an internet connection. strymyx beb. hehe.
i took a two days leave.
bosan lah dok ofis.
lagipon, takde kerja sangat.
lebih baik lepak kat umah.
hehe..well actually the main reason why i took the leave is bcos of my father has been admitted to the hospital for an operation. batu dalam hempedu.
aku cuti esok dan lusa.

baru pasang strymyx. tp pc tak power(dari segi protection of spyware and virus) so klau nak pakai p2p software utk donload mendonlod tuh susah skit. aku tak yakin sgt since bebdak ofis aku bising2 diorg pkai limewir* masuk virus dalam pc diorang.
aku nak pkai bittoren* lah. less prone to virus, kot?

aih. skang tengah pening pasal fyp nih. fyp=projek sarjana=projek akhir=projek tahun akhir. ape2 la yg korang slalu panggil. best lah bebdak prac uum tuh. takde projek akhir. jeles arh.

hmm..anyway.tatau nk tulis pe lagi.
bye for now.

+++++Sunday, Jun. 18, 2006

i dont like what i saw.

pretending that nothings goin on.
that is wht i do best.

i juz hope that u'll be blessed and happy.

tekanan.
putus 1 tali Tita aku kejekan.
semalaman aku tak tdo.
tekanan nya pasal.
lama dah aku tak rasa tekanan camni.
lama dah aku tolak tepi benda jiwa-jiwa nih. bertahun dah.

demmit lah!

+++++Saturday, Jun. 17, 2006

practical
skang aku tengah practical kat B******* IT sdn Bhd kat Jln R*** Ch****. so far prac sini best arh. walaupon pada mulanya suram, bosan sebab takde kije. hari demi hari, bertambah ok. aku pon dah sedikit sebanyak diterima oleh bebdak ofis lain yg kebanyakannya lelaki belaka. bape orang je pompuan dlm tuh.

ade gak bdak prac yg lain, bebdak uum, bdak um, bdak tar college & budak utar.
geng aku bebdak uum je la. since kitorg mmg duduk satu cubicle.

aku memang takde kije. tolong bebdak yg buat system tuh sikit2. aku ingat nak try buat auditing lak. tapi cam segan nak cakap. sebab skang ofis aku tengah kecoh2 buat kije audit mengaudit nih. hmm..best tuh. klau aku nak blaja sal network lak, ade Na****. memang pakar network.

aku pening skit bab2 programming nih. mujur la aku tak diberi buat system2 nih. kalau tak..merana otak aku. itupon dah ckup srabot. ade gak masa2 tuh aku blaja VB. pki online tutorial. nanti nak buat fyp nanti senang lah. ade la gak tugas2 kecik yg boss & staff2 suh buat. biase je la. bukanla sampai takde kije lgsung asek dok mlangut je kan..

melaka
susah lah kije nih. tension jer.
skang aku dah faham stress bekerja, tension kalau balik umah sepah2 cam mak aku alami dulu.
mmm...

so, dengan jayanya, aku escapism ke melaka semalam. ahad aku balik kl balik. saje je dok relek2. tak pk sal kije, tak pk sal amende sume.

juz pk sal diri aku dan enjoy..

mesti org2 yg bekerja nih ade je tempat utk diorg escapism kan. at least hujung mggu gi main bola ke futsal ke. takpon berkelah ke shopping ke. tengok muvi ke.

hmm..pada perancangan awal, aku ingat nak gi tengok muvi. the fast and furious tokyo drift. huih. leleh la tengok trailer die. tapi member sekepala tengok muvi lak takde. cite2 gini memang je kene member satu kapla. kalau tak, tak syok arh kan.

world cup
percaya tak percaya, hari ni, waktu aku kat mlake nih la baru aku dapat tengok world cup! seriyes, takde masa. tuh pon tengok skit je. nederland lwn ivory coast. 1st half je.

takde kaki laa nk tengok bola kat umah tuh. (bapak aku ade. tapi, takleh kasik die tengok bola sangat, nanti tak bgn gi kije lak..pernah je kot!!) lgpon, aku penat balik kije. ade skali tuh trus tdo ngn baju2 kije trus smpi pagi nye esok nak p kije. seb baik baju dah siap2 gosok sume. huhu~

aku memang nak sangat tengok match2 tertentu cthnya kalau argentina, german, nederland, brazil, portugal, czech & england yg lawan. sure mantap nye game.

sem baru
takde budak baru pon masuk umah aku.
sume yg tinggal budak lama. ade laa dalam 5 orang je.
aku, k nad, diba, k ros, uda.
tu je la.
aih.

aku lak nxt sem tinggal sorang, sebab nya sume bdak umah aku gi prac lak...
hmm...

on a lighter note, im bringing my sport shoes back bcos i ate a lot lately and need to trim those inches down.
lagipon sangap dowh takde wat pape aktiviti cargas. rase lemau jer.
planningnya pas balik kije nak p men badminton ke takpon, paling tidak, jogging je. plg simple.
ohh..another jogging, hanya di mlake saje.
sbb kawan2 sekapla ada di sana.
hehe~

utk cerita taman negara...rujuk blog kak g and Pg. malas apdet dah. hehe~

+++++Tuesday, May. 23, 2006

E.S.C.A.P.I.S.M
* for a while *

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+++++Wednesday, May. 10, 2006

monolog petang-petang

aku nak cari ketenangan.
aku rase bersalah.
salah sebab pentingkan diri sendiri.

banyak sangat benda dalam kepala otak aku skang.
benda dah lepas, benda skang nih.
benda lepas yg susah nak buang. tapi keep on coming back to me. haih. rasa cam nak tinggalkan blog nih jer. takmo lagi bukak2 blog.
hadirnya pon tak diundang.
adanya pon aku tak carik, tak adanya pon aku tak carik.
harap takkan hadir lagi lah.

ade satu kawan nih.
aku takleh ar cakap, borak² ngan die.
all the things that i say to that person seems wrong. ade je nak komen. ade je tak kene. ade je yg salah.
hentahlah. biarlah. rendah diri aje la. biar kan apa yg die nak pk pon. it does not cost me a thing, aite?

haih. gotta go study wit ma fren.
tata.

+++++Tuesday, May. 09, 2006

5/5/06 - convo carnival '05 appreciation dinner @ Century mahkota.

++ rupenye, tu hari, asri menang nombo satu acara kayak tutop mata! tahniah bro! very proud of u! saspek arh. spek gua pon gua boleh bagi arh

+++++Sunday, Apr. 30, 2006

ha ha ha hah ha haa~ [beep - pcd]

hari ni pegi tengok asri kayaking competition kat tasik ayer keroh. kejam tak kejam, aku paksa huda bangun ikot aku. haha..memang kejam. kejut dia pagi kol 730 babes! gile determine aku! bole bangun awal lak tuh. sume orang terkejut siakkk!

semalam dah start but then i can't go bcos ada satu lesung batu dalam kepala, ada sakit itu belakang due to enjoying so much the nite b4 and really³ can't wake up. really sorry ar bro.

yg masuk bertanding nya dia ngan PG. they got best time tapi tempat ke tujuh. dont ask me how, why and whteva coz i dont know. itz somethg about the rules. diorang pakai rules mana ntah wa tatau.

the pixies all later. sebab the pics all with mr. ada-kamera-baru-yg-gempak-gile-meleleh-aku-dibuatnya-harga-seribu lebih! (the dude is PG) man, i lurve ur camera so demm much!!!

the first competition (saturday): asri & PG sprint double - got best time but 7th place. sokay, u've done ur best dudes.

the second competition (sunday@8a.m):asri & kucai (bukan kucai kld) - got 2nd place 3km marathon! cayalah! nice game dudes!

3rd competition (sunday @ 2p.m): asri - sprint single dengan tutup mata. gosh! with eyes closed tau. i bet berlaga-laga laa kayak tu sume. nih aku tak gi tengok, sebab huda dah balik PD blk.

all in all, thanks huda! luvcha~ mwacks.

//bosan.malas nak buat kerja.

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